[That is a bald-faced lie. In a way, his kind are the intended outcome of this "disease", with regular shiki being those who failed to survive the full transformation.
But Natsuno has absolutely no intention of even hinting at a link between himself and the "revenants", because despite of his genuine efforts to control himself, Jade is way too invested in this. Natsuno doesn't want to become someone's science project, thank you very much.
(And then Ebalon's gonna end up wanting to dissect him anyway, RIP)]
[(Ebalon out there just cheerfully leaping directly into the mad scientist shoes Jade's been trying to abandon for years SMH....hey at least Natsuno doesn't have that guy as a roommate!!)
A bald-faced lie indeed, but not one Jade could refute right now, even if he were aware of the dishonesty--which he isn't, for once, some fairly effective combo between Natsuno's own pokerface and Jade's current thorough distraction with the topic of resurrection in general. Instead he's nodding a bit, even as his thoughts visibly seem to be wandering elsewhere already--several different places, really, half of them demanding he actively place his own mental roadblocks in the way.]
You are, yes--so I've noticed indeed. [Quite alive enough to find an impaling piece of sign very disagreeable, and still bleed too--even if the blood in question had still been acting...differently. Either way, the notion that there might in fact be multiple different supernatural things afoot in Natsuno's world isn't exactly something Jade can refute, seeing as a whole world does tend to have a lot going on at a given time.
...And he's still curious. He's still curious, and he hates that he's still curious, and in the end it's this visceral sort of internal disgust at himself that has Jade actively trying to break off that tangent anyway now, regardless of how much other parts of thought might protest. He shakes his head, at length, as if this might somehow help knock those thoughts aside. (It doesn't, of course.)] ...Regardless. All this being said, then--even if death may not seem to have consequences, here...surely we can still both agree that it's something we'd prefer to avoid when at all possible, yes?
[They'd been on another topic before all this, after all--the topic of Natsuno's inhuman resilience, and how it ought to be treated going forward--valiantly, Jade's trying to focus back on that now, whether Natsuno wants to be helpful about it or not.]
I'm sure your unnatural constitution makes it quite a bit easier to be reckless. But if you're going to be leaping to reckless decisions directly in front of me, I'll have to address them accordingly all the same. ...The captain draws his strength from suffering, after all--and you do still seem quite capable of experiencing that.
You'll have to "address them accordingly?" That almost sounds like you're threatening me.
[That's right. When an adult tries to responsible and tell a teen NOT to get themselves killed or mutilated, that's considered a threat.]
Look, I'm not trying to risk anyone else. [And that's the closest Natsuno will come to agree to being a little more careful. Of course, he will still act recklessly if he thinks the situation calls for it... just out Jade's sight.] But pain is just pain. I don't like getting hurt, but it's not suffering.
[Seeing people you care about get hurt, being trapped in the cruel whims of others, carrying on even though you died twice... that's what suffering is.]
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[That is a bald-faced lie. In a way, his kind are the intended outcome of this "disease", with regular shiki being those who failed to survive the full transformation.
But Natsuno has absolutely no intention of even hinting at a link between himself and the "revenants", because despite of his genuine efforts to control himself, Jade is way too invested in this. Natsuno doesn't want to become someone's science project, thank you very much.
(And then Ebalon's gonna end up wanting to dissect him anyway, RIP)]I'm alive, in case you haven't noticed.
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(Ebalon out there just cheerfully leaping directly into the mad scientist shoes Jade's been trying to abandon for years SMH....hey at least Natsuno doesn't have that guy as a roommate!!)A bald-faced lie indeed, but not one Jade could refute right now, even if he were aware of the dishonesty--which he isn't, for once, some fairly effective combo between Natsuno's own pokerface and Jade's current thorough distraction with the topic of resurrection in general. Instead he's nodding a bit, even as his thoughts visibly seem to be wandering elsewhere already--several different places, really, half of them demanding he actively place his own mental roadblocks in the way.]
You are, yes--so I've noticed indeed. [Quite alive enough to find an impaling piece of sign very disagreeable, and still bleed too--even if the blood in question had still been acting...differently. Either way, the notion that there might in fact be multiple different supernatural things afoot in Natsuno's world isn't exactly something Jade can refute, seeing as a whole world does tend to have a lot going on at a given time.
...And he's still curious. He's still curious, and he hates that he's still curious, and in the end it's this visceral sort of internal disgust at himself that has Jade actively trying to break off that tangent anyway now, regardless of how much other parts of thought might protest. He shakes his head, at length, as if this might somehow help knock those thoughts aside. (It doesn't, of course.)] ...Regardless. All this being said, then--even if death may not seem to have consequences, here...surely we can still both agree that it's something we'd prefer to avoid when at all possible, yes?
[They'd been on another topic before all this, after all--the topic of Natsuno's inhuman resilience, and how it ought to be treated going forward--valiantly, Jade's trying to focus back on that now, whether Natsuno wants to be helpful about it or not.]
I'm sure your unnatural constitution makes it quite a bit easier to be reckless. But if you're going to be leaping to reckless decisions directly in front of me, I'll have to address them accordingly all the same. ...The captain draws his strength from suffering, after all--and you do still seem quite capable of experiencing that.
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[That's right. When an adult tries to responsible and tell a teen NOT to get themselves killed or mutilated, that's considered a threat.]
Look, I'm not trying to risk anyone else. [And that's the closest Natsuno will come to agree to being a little more careful. Of course, he will still act recklessly if he thinks the situation calls for it... just out Jade's sight.] But pain is just pain. I don't like getting hurt, but it's not suffering.
[Seeing people you care about get hurt, being trapped in the cruel whims of others, carrying on even though you died twice... that's what suffering is.]